the term(inal/ terminator/ anyway it doesnt represent anything good) examinations are here again. oh wot laks (which means what larks, read your great expectations)! what a joyous occasion!
seriously, i think the school planned this evil scheme to arrange the term(inal) exams right after the postings of the super uber very very good A level results. THANKS.
the symptoms are here again, heart palpitation, head rush, blackouts, lack of blood sugar, tired, tired and very tired.

when im emo i blog like this.

it most certainly doesnt help that a certain someone's birthday falls around the same period as exams and tests and how im pressured to do the best i can. it gets worse every year as i gradually run out of ideas and time to do things like that. yes i am complaining.

in addition to the already mounting stress: the musical, harp, cell, storm, both worship bands, and the never ending expectations of people for the different commitments that i have. i am torn at all sides...

i am blabbering so much more than i wanted to. i am really, really peeved by insensitive comments by a certain insignificant uncaring individual, and annoyed at people who do things that were really uncalled for. i dont know whether it's because im prickly today, or that it's a chain of unfortunate events. but i am really affected by the remarks. seriously, think before you speak and act, people.

whatever it is. i guess i'll just let it slide.

sorry for all that ramblings. im sure im not the only one feeling all these heat and tension and stress piling up. that's why everybody's insensitive because everyone expects everyone else to be more considerate to their circumstances. i wont succumb i wont succumb i wont succumb. i wont be a victim of circumstances! i CAN deal with this. yes, i can!

okay, all i really wanted to say was that i dont really like this skin actually and that it is just something that is much more appealing than the usual and that when im less busy (and lazy) i'll go find a skin that is perhaps better, maybe not.

and that i will not be online (better not be anyway!) for the next few weeks due to the terminals and the foreboding consequences that comes along with it.

all you slackers, please help pray that i'll keep my focus on the correct priorities. it's quite difficult to be, when all you hear is that results results results hardwork diligence is all that matters. when nothing is further from the truth. so, 911-EMERGENCY! keep me constantly in prayer, thank you!

im still firmly believe that God is much more interested in people, than anything else, and therefore we must do likewise.

okay, goodbye until after terminals! (or maybe not)