it's just as nxy diagnosed. i'm suffering from

the delusion "that you're still on vacation and devoid of responsibilities n worries..."

a full recovery probably needs about 1230498 repeats of nino's awesome acting on ryuusei no kizuna. currently on my second run. i'll be all right soon, don't worry. just 1230487 more times!

well, either that or a emigration to the land of the rising sun.

anyways, a crazy amount of photos uploaded on fb. if you haven't seen it already (oh! but what a minority), mine: 1 2 3 4 5 6 you guys can do your own stalking and find the rest.

お誕生日おめでとう, ばばNXY! :D :D :D here's to you knowing the names and many useless facts of nino, ohno, sho, aiba and matsujun, also their entire discography by the time we go there again! i mean, you're already like 3-fifths in.

i'm in a mood. i don't see the end of this aimless phase.

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nobody sums up my life as well as matsujun.



today is full of lulz. but xiangwei's message takes the top prize. I'M AN INSPIRATION GAIZ.

時には泣いていいよ！ugh. how do i even. (also, why is there no は when you type in 'wa'?! must type in 'ha' one ley. noobz.)

BTW! MY HOPE FOR THE NEW YEAR IS FULFILLED FOR A GRAND PRICE OF $3! YAY!

next: more 'ganbare!' songs for arashi and less love songs please! it's not nice when cry for you sounds/looks so hardcore but is actually a sappy love song. in this aspect then NEWS pwns with ai no matador, because it is as hot as it sounds XD but then again i still can't take we can make it! seriously lol.

EDIT LULZ OMG WHAT IS THIS I CANT TAKE THIS SONG SERIOUSLY

classic jireh question:
jireh: btw xianyu i have a burning question
jireh: why are you NXY?
pearleen: ...........................................
pearleen: THAT IS XINYING LA YOU NOOB
xianyu:....
pearleen:....
pearleen: oh yah hor xianyu also KXY

午前九時町が。

i look really bad nowadays. seriously. prz can i have some tips to look better. without having to drink water, or sleep early, or to move more than just mere walking, or quit some of my guilty pleasures... ahem. WO QUIT LIAO HOR.

my new occupation is a ninja! (throws stars)

i wonder who reads these nonsense rofl. well except for nxy AND kxy who both have nothing to do and like to be hikikomoris with me. and they encourage me to be like that. WHAT FRIENDS. ♥ lol actually the question should be i wonder who understands these nonsense. i get embarrassed surprised by random people chatting about rubbish i write here lol. k bai

(exits like a true ninja)

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not the best of times to do this so don't expect anything witty or even half as serious. i hardly slept 3 hours thanks to one bloody mosquito who followed me from my room to my sister's to my parents' to the living room. i only wish i was joking. my nose is also blocked i can't breathe. it's 1am, i'm seeing stars. tuesday... i have no idea what to bring and i don't want to burn down my house attempting to do anything culinary. no, SERIOUSLY.

i'm only doing this because i'm freaking bored i like you nutass you'd better appreciate it.

LAME 2008 MEME

1. What did you do in 2008 that you'd never done before?
i went windsurfing - nxy would be proud of me! i went for missions, to work; i learnt a few things i've always wanted to and i also... cut off some relations.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i don't do resolutions, but next year i hope to be nicer to myself.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
oboitenai desu~... i don't think so.

4. Did anyone close to you die?
no and i really hope they don't anytime soon lol.

5. What countries did you visit?
philippines, hongkong, vietnam (major ew), ritualistic trips to malaysia?

6. What would you like to have in 2009 that you lacked in 2008?
I WOULD LIKE TO GET A LIFE. OR MAYBE FRIENDS. social skills lulz. mental strength, onegaishimasu. really important.

7. What date from 2008 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
24 december aiba masaki's birthday. just kidding, i'm bad with dates - in both sense of the word.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
earned some money, spent them all (just don't ask me on what). HOW ABOUT NOT LOSING MY SANITY. I THINK I HAVEN'T LOST IT?

9. What was your biggest failure?
MTH 115 - algebra and trigonometry

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
i puked for the first time in my life for a long time in beloved vietnam in the middle of the night into a toilet bowl which wasn't flushing properly... do you still need more details? ask my sister i gave her plenty. is being sick of people counted.

11. What was the best thing you bought?
YAMACPI. aka my very own gasp macbook. and a whole load of shoes! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?
glen :) for living up to his promise and getting his arse to church every sunday morning. proud of you brudder!

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?
oh let me count the ways. above all it's probably myself for letting people get to me seriously.

14. Where did most of your money go?
you don't want to know actually.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
I LOL'D AT THIS QUESTION. REFER TO ENTRIES OF PAST FEW MONTHS. SUNRISE NIPPON!

16. What song will always remind you of 2008?
any song from NEWS.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
sadder lol! (thinking about what nxy said about holidays XD)
ii. thinner or fatter?
the same. sadly. too much body fats okay!
iii. richer or poorer?
i can't be sure lol.

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
i wish i'd thought of what i wanted, really, instead of allowing things to happen and settle for less. i wish i'd fought for my life.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
worrying. about other people. doubting myself.

20. How did you spend Christmas?
hustled into church after about 2 hours of sleep, attempted to be ninja, hustled out of church, boring bus ride to the most happening place in singapore, got cheated into buying yoghurt which i don't eat, walked and enjoyed the weather, slept

22. Did you fall in love in 2008?
might i just say... with this person.


and his 4 baka tomodachi. ♥

23. How many one night stands?
chotto matte te... let me refer to my schedule and get back to you later.

24. What was your favourite TV programme?
HA HA HA

btw korean dramas i officially look down on you now nxy.

little nyonya. HAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. oh IT WAS A JOKE BTW. I'M NOT KWEK HYEN YU.

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
"I will always hate the people I hate.. but nobody new this year though." - nxy

WORD. SHIO SAKANA WA KIRAI DESU!

tbh i don't hate people. i just have seasons/phases with certain personalities...

26. What was the best book you read?
always the bible. also, anything other than algebra and trigonometry.


veronika decides to die and 1984 got me thinking though. which reminds me... ugh freak.

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
JAPANESE BOYBANDS LOLOLZ STANDARDS WHO NEEDS THEM.

28. What did you want and get?
shoes.

29. What did you want and not get?
a life. friends? (lol long-lasting joke, this one.)

30. What was your favourite film of this year?
i remember watching a few movies but i can't remember what they were. DEFINITELY NOT HANA YORI DANGO FINAL. or kurosagi D:

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
19. dokkiri from amazing people all over who remembered my birthday!

32. Which one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
"a better christmas sniff"-nxy. true dat.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2008?
well it all depends on my mood.

34. What kept you sane?
(AGAIN. KDRAMAS NXY?!)
jireh, to be honest. and a few other people scattered all around that i'm forever grateful for. though tettering over the edge i gotta say. oh! and japanese boys jdramas of course XDDDDDDDDD

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
HA HA HA HA WHAT IS THIS QUESTION

santa baby

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
gotta be the us elections, really, honestly

37. Who did you miss?
I miss a lot of people all the time

38. Who was the best new person you met?
qwen? i cant be sure. i love my school friends too. ♥

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2008.
i gotta think and care for myself because nobody else is going to do that.

NXY WHAT IS THIS THING WITH KDRAMAS. YOU KNOW MY OBSESSION BUT I DIDNT KNOW YOURS OKAY HOW IS THIS A FAIR EXCHANGE.

oh by the way, if you find that i have been a hermit or is becoming one, you can blame nxy for encouraging me to stay at home and go online, eat and sleep HAHAHAHAHA.

there are a few people i miss having around right now at this moment.

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0712 (TODAY) JLPT owarimasu, family dinner
0812 date-o shimasu !&*(£!@
0912 wakeboarding/rollerblading/cycling
1012 OMG FINALLY A BREAK?! SOME MUSEKININ PERSON NEEDS TO GET OUT DAKARA
1112 you wish. flying to vietnam.
1612 RETURN! youth camp hajimaru yo. ugh.
1812 youth camp owarimasu
1912 finally a breather...or not.
2012 CHU
2112 RCH
2212 impending sistel
2312 hood outing

WHICH LEAVES ME A FREAKING 2 DAYS TO FIGHT THE CROWD FOR CHRISTMAS SHOPPING BIATCHES. AND ALSO WRITE THOSE 9879576 CHRISTMAS CARDS.

this is not counting other forms of harrassments which may come as bored and friendless people find me for some form of entertainment which idk, i don't even provide?!

risky choice of entry, since people now know my schedule and know when to bug me. assuming that bored people read this.

WHAT WAS THAT ABOUT BEING NICER TO YOURSELF PEARLEEN?!

speaking of which i missed b&j's chunkfest yesterday. 2 misses in a week, stuff i like. depression o hajimari masu.

feel like puking right now. jlpt is a breeze compared to this, arigato gozaimasu.

ETA: fuq this crap IM PISSED AS HALE AND NEED MY LIFE BACK. PLEASE.

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