LISTENING TO third day's love song is in my head. dummm.

things are starting to look up for me now as i declare that i've had enough with being emo! and will start being happypreppyhappy. who cares what they think ehh. and nothing will stop me now! not the very timely tests that are coming up, not my nose which is currently dying, not my head and my stomach currently filled with fluid garrgh. aint no mountain high enough for me and Jesus whooohooo!

mucho luvos esp to the people who kept me sane, oh no. you guys dont know how much your sanity (or lack thereof) means to me in this (my?) insane world. hannah my luvvv, xiao tohtoh, even jo and twinkie :D thanks a whole load for making my school life un-miserable. HAHA. just the mere mention of my recent EMOOOZZ blog entry makes me feel loved <3 yay! thanks for caring enough to ask :D
and taggers like desiree NXY <3
PASTOR ANDREW I JUST LOVEEEE AND ADORE YOU <3 thanks for being realllly understanding and stuff and just loving me like your own! and protecting me from all that nonsense with your actions and most importantly i know you pray for me (: you're a real inspiration for what i do (im serious)! MUCHOS LUVOOOOOOS <3 (i know you read this <3)
other random people who dont know a thing but act perfectly sane/insane anyway that made my day! (like the yile! XD) people who are totally whacky like the muggers wheeee. you guys just totally make my day la, sai ah, klerrrrment, jo!, and calvin (never mind the evvviiiil presence of you-know-whos! xD) <3

and i love samuel soh for letting me yak and rant (for lack of a better substitute word for...) nonstop, making it seem like it's perfectly all right to do so even when it is not and i know so! thanks muchos for being really understanding, even defending me :D i know im a spoilt brat (you are one too!) but thanks for being the punchbag during my lows. and really, the only friend that i can really rely on. gaaah. now i know, even the most popular girls get insecurities and kill themselves over it. you make me happy when skies are grey! love you baby! <3333333333333333333333333

i declare this week (and the three weeks before the june holidays) a mini-holiday for my body mind and soul! and so i can finally clear all that creative chaos in my room and place it in another place to finally finally clear it all away SOMEDAY. (OH MAN I HOPE MY TEACHERS DONT READ THIS ESPECIALLY...) it's going to be a week of returning back to my roots, trying to rediscover WHY i do things (okay, the word is SLACK)... and stuff.

more to come! my life is super exciting.

i love You Jesus! You're such a supah-hero <3

You tore the veil, You made a way, when You said that it is done.