LISTENING TO third day - love song (live)

dear God, please stop this disenchantment.

my life needs a bit more smiles, grins, laughters, and real ones please. im going to spend my whole life trying to figure out if im living it right if this continues. am i living it right? am i living it right? is it entirely my fault again? gaaah.

people need other people. well at least i need people around. when the important ones fades into the background (due to various reasons) i am trapped in this rut by myself. wondering once again if i am living it right? am i just a plague?

seems like popularity over loyalty, all the time. i wish people will finally realise that i really am killing myself, trying my best.

i should stop watching films that make me jaded. or maybe im just really tired. hurhur. i am tempted to keep the car in drive, and leave it all behind. yes, behind behinddddd!
(why the heck are you leaving now! guess it's for the best. :/ )

i told someone this, but i guess it applies as well.
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.

okay, nevermind the cloudy days! yes, i will be just fine. yes, yes, YES! RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRAR!

for the good of those who love Him