tomorrow there will be too many nerds out there. including jonzi LOL. so what's up with it with the one-day nerd thing! be like me! be a nerd every single day yippee yay!

today i realised (once again) that
i cant change what people think of me: the mates, the friends, the adults, the kids, people older, people younger, juniors, seniors, people i see everyday, people i see once in a year, the people walking by, the people who dont matter, the people who used to matter but dont anymore, the people who dont deserve to matter

BUT i can change what (my alter ego and) i think about me

THEREFORE
SELFPITY. gotta pick myself up and move along move along, BABEH!

today i wore tshirt with jeans out and i feel so much better than when i dressed up.

john is a really nice studying partner to have.

school's actually not that bad for me now (sometimes even better than anywhere else), maybe im starting to like school! :O GASP HANNAH PLZ DONT LEAVE ME

allright, back to reality, to my wonderful world of neverending work (1000 times the neverending work of sec4), unlimited stress and pressure everytime i see people COUNTING DOWN (yah to national day IM SURE), truckloads of church responsibilities, and people, people and more PEOPLEEEEEE (smells like trouble)

oh and you know what? the best is yet to be!

ahwell God will help me through this exponential growth of stress and workload. thankyah all you people who encouraged me through ways you'll NEVER know. heck, most of you dont even read this. the Holy Spirit speaks through anything, thanks (:

i think sometimes this blog serves more to encourage myself than others. lollerblades. (and these two years have been the most dramatic, tiring, draining, testing, loneliest and the worst part of my life)

catch you all around if i survive the dementors (demeters?).